Hello guys. Well last week my journey was all about conquering our enemies Fear, Hurt Feelings, Anger, Guilt and/or Unworthiness.
This week has taken an interesting turn, since live throws curves at you all the time.
When the person you love most in your live hurts your feelings and you realize that you are not important to her anymore. well what can I tell you it is very hurtful, you feel angry, unworthy and of course very sad.
When all enemies come together, what do you do, how can you use them as weapons?
For sure If I had nod been in this master mind, I would be going crazy right now. I know I have the power to overcome this and I will, I am searching a bit for the how. How can I control the feelings and overcome them with thought? That is the very difficult part of being in harmony and feeling whole. How can you change your thought so deeply that is actually changes your way of feeling and how you will act on it?
Once I get to the point of gaining strength back and manage to only think and focus on me. Now I know that if I do not do that, and manage to be very happy and in peace with me, I will not be of any service to anybody around me.
I have to become more decisive and be strong. It is not that it is a comfort zone, my 2 small daughters are the ones I do not want to do hurt and loose contact to. So there is the crossroads, on what to do.
I am so grateful to be able to at least know where the problem is and make decisions around the options.
21-14 Great conclusion:
“So the mental attitude is our personality and is composes of the thoughts which we have been creating in our own mint; therefore if I wish to change in conditions all that is necessary is to change our thought; this will in turn change our mental attitude, wich will in turn change our personality, which will in turn change the persons, things and conditions, or the experiences with which we meet in live.”